Just the thought of you

Just the thought of you

Turns my whole world, a shattered dream

The idea, of you gone,

Never crossed my mind

Never ever

Till now,

Till then,

Till the Maktub happened

Just the thought of you,

Triggers memories,

Childhood memories,

Pre-maturing,

Maturing,

Now.

Just the thought of you,

Just the look at my people

At my white-clothed beloved

Just the mentioning of your name,

Turns my blood ice cold

Just the mentioning of you name,

Followed by 'may Allah forgive him'

Turns my heart to ashes

But still

Am glad,

Glad to see you,

Glad to have seen you,

Glad to think you are way better there,

Near your Creator,

Just the separation,

The feeling of loss,

Of never meeting again,

Is what makes

Just the thought of you

As it is.