" You are going to reap just what you sow"

I had a dream, those eyes,

Those grey eyes

Those hazel grey eyes,

No, they weren’t grey,

They were something unbelievable,

They were something un-earthy,

Something from heaven above,

Though he was a police officer,

Though he was to arrest me,

Those eyes of his,

Gonna haunt me forever!!!

Blues and me, or rather, me and the Blues!

- I've got the blues,

Only the blues can fulfil my dirty tastes,

dirtier tastes

Robert Cray, Howling Wolf, Albert King

Muddy Water, Little Walter, Eric Clapton,

Sonny Boy Williams, Etta James, Stevie Ray V,
Melvin Taylor, Shemekia Copeland.......

Depends on my mood

Oh my ! u really are a blues girl, someone said

No, am just a beginner

The blues I love and get me drunk

is the dirty one

Especially with the slide guitar

It takes me to the darkest side of myself

Darkest side of the world

of pain

of sadness

of madness

of sadomasochism

of pleasure

of joy

of incomplete happiness

I keep drinking it,

And drinking it

u know that that kind of sorrow that makes u feel happy

and sad at the same time

because you know your pain, you know your shitty screwed up life and still u enjoy it

You enjoy every fucked-up bit of it

Because somebody shares with you your pain and your shitty screwed up life

You enjoy every fucked-up bit of it
I never knew that such a thing has such an effect
I never knew that some music, some lyrics would make up my mind,
Verbalize my ideas, just are they are in my head,
I was into Hip Hop, Rap, Soul, Metal, Rock n' Roll, Jazz
None fulfilled my dirty tastes,
The need to share sorrow,
The need to know that You ain't alone in that shitty screwed-up life,
Ain't about blues all the time,
I even laugh when listening to some,
Funnily life make fun at us,
But all we can is keep that awkwark yellow smile
And Smile back,
Smile and cry
Sufferance and laughter,
Just to face up that shitty screwed-up life of us, of you, of me

I breathe to read,
and I read to breathe

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Never had the desire to do shopping
Today I did have that damn desire
I went out,
Happy to spend my monthly payment on clothes
Money filling my pocket, pride filling my chest,
I went where all girls went to,
To buy clothes,
To follow fashion
I am an old-fashioned type of girl,
I thought, maybe it’s time, I follow the trend
Marwa, Ettam, Paradox, Stardevarius, Shana, Mongo....
one shop another,
Same clothes, same colors, the same, the same, the same
As if all girls are twins
Shorts, micro skirts, sleeve-less shirts,
some with a " Hug Me"
Some with a "keep calm and drink champagne"
Some with a "USA flag"
Some with a "U.K flag"
As if all girls were J-lo or B.S
They criticized Jessie J
Calma, Now we do have thousands of Jessie J with a Moroccan seal
I wonder when we gonna go out as we were born, NAKED?!
Money felt ashamed,
I felt ashamed; I am ashamed to be the girl wanted
A girl who follows the lead of fashion
Who made that fashion?
I better keep my old-fashioned style
Since I do wear jeans and large shirts
Since my body is mine, priceless to be shared with the public
Since my beauty is mine, nobody's worth it
I better keep that money I worked hard to earn
I better buy goods than sins
I better shut up and live indifferently
Cuz fashion is so mainstream.